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也许,快乐真的很简单


26 人围观 / 2020-06-13 / 快乐

2020.06.13日记

今天刷着刷着手机,就突然流眼泪,也没干什么,现在就感觉当时哭的时候感到了绝望,想去死的心情,然后我就出来散心了。

出来之后我看见了撒在我身上的阳光,身上金灿灿的,我差点以为我是天选之子,拯救世界的那种,听见树叶在我头上哗啦啦的响,我有一瞬间感觉它在嘲笑我……然后就盯了树五分钟(现在想来我应该盯着风,毕竟树叶只是一粒棋子,被利用的)然后我现在就觉得自己好傻b(文明用语切勿模仿)。

我走到地下通道,听见一个尿毒症患者唱歌,我不知道尿毒症是什么,也许会很痛很痛,也许治不好,因为我从他的声音和唱的歌声里听出了无奈和几分绝望,还有一种说不上来的沧桑,来到商场我点了杯大白小黑的桂花乌龙茶,带奶盖的,和奶盖一起喝下去的茶,先是海盐奶盖咸甜的口感,品到冰冰凉凉的茶的时候淡淡的甜味和桂花香就出来了,咽下去后乌龙茶的微苦便会出现在你的口中,挺好喝的,建议大家去尝试一下(有冷的和热的,奶盖有抹茶的,阿华田的,海盐的,冷的可以去冰,糖分可以定制)

到楼层最高处的时候看一楼的人像是在一个玩具小镇里的人,有点可爱,我还遇到了一个超可爱的小妹妹,大概一两岁?特别容易害羞,但是一旦跟她对视,她就会甜甜的冲你笑(今天又是想生闺女的一天)准备出去的时候我做了一天来让我感到最羞耻的事……我™冲顶楼比了个心(捂脸)好像有好多人看见了我的羞耻现场(脸红捂脸)

回家的时候我想到了我最近的一次“半成品自杀”喝了白酒,结果没勇气吃药,我记得我当时就感觉胃疼,烧得慌,白酒很辣(我爱RIO)我以后自杀就快点,白酒绝了,结果第二天睡到了下午四点(捂脸)可晚上还是很困,八点就睡了。

刷抖音的时候看见了一家人借着大风和自家的纱窗吹泡泡,也许……快乐真的很简单,只是我们把它看的太复杂罢了

(最后奉上我路上拍的照片,想蹭一个表情包)
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