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我真的怕你们抛下我


24 人围观 / 2020-06-14 / 回忆日记

2020.06.14日记

今天一下子睡到了中午十一点,阳光撒在身上的感觉好舒服,然后清醒过来后发现被子和枕头都在地上……(阿淦)然后想泡杯花果茶,结果找不到,问了爸爸,他也找不到……(有其父必有其女)然后偷了一点爸爸的茶叶,然后就是听着新增病例又蹭蹭的往上涨,我们地铁站往西南坐一站就有一个,我们学校还是继续上课,枯了。

今天躺在床上的时候突然想了些奇思妙想,你说人活着为了什么呢?父母把我们生下来也没经过我们的同意啊,那为什么可以理所当然的索取一切呢?然后剩下时间就用来打游戏了,遇到一个名字贼好听的玩家,叫笑看世界繁花,我要用这个名字写篇文~,还遇到了一个声音超级奶的人,威胁他就带着点哭腔的亚子求情:别别别,我不跑了嘛,你不能这样……于是我攻了起来,声音也变了(哇,我当时真的巨攻,可还是改变不了我是个软o的事实)重点是那个声音超奶的是个男的!男的!(我貌似几辈子没有见过男的了……)

然后晚上又情绪激动了,不过没有昨天那么严重,应该就是单纯的有了点抑郁情绪和冲动,就是搞不明白为什么会有人费劲心思去找和我一样的共同话题,最后我养成了一有事就去找他的习惯时,他说他不想玩了;还有那种明明了解我害怕什么还故意拿离开我来开玩笑的,我狠下心来和你断了联系,你又找上我,说什么开玩笑,我承认我就是窝囊,狠不下心拒绝别人的请求,但我也是有底线的,我的底线确实很宽,但不代表没有。

抱歉,我真的怕,我真的怕你们抛下我,我不会阻止你们离开我,我尊重你们的选择,但这种感觉真的能让我难过好久,麻烦请不要用这个开玩笑……麻烦了……


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